* 军营寨前灯烛下 * Underneath the lantern by the barrack gate
* 仍忆伊人盼君来 * Darling, I remember the way you used to wait
* 是伊侧耳柔声语 * 'Twas there that you whispered tenderly
* 细言结爱百年月 * That you loved me You'd always be
有些事 Some things,
一旦你爱过 once you've loved them,
便永驻于心 become yours forever.
若你尝试摆脱 And if you try to let them go
他们终会回来 they only circle back and return to you.
成为你的一部分 They become part of who you are.
“或是毁灭你” "Or they destroy you."
这不能拿给别人看 You can't show this to anyone.
那就说出真相 卢 Then tell the truth, Lu.
你根本不在场 You weren't even there.
这是你想象中的事实 It's your truth. It's fiction.
你也想摆脱他 是你让他来找我的 You wanted him gone, too. You sent him to me.
求求你 这会害死我的 Please. You'll kill me with that.
艾伦！ Allen!
杀死
不 艾伦！ No. Allen!
汝
不要 不！ Don't. No!
不要！ Don't!
爱
根据真人真事改编
今日世界新闻 World News Today.
今天白天 美国轰炸机又开始忙碌了 American daylight bombers were busy again today.
帕 特 森 新 泽 西
在法国持续空袭 have continued the air offensive
给沿海德国设施予以重击 with another sock at German coastal installations in France.
泥泞道路正阻碍俄国军队 Mud and slush are hampering the Russian armies
从爱沙尼亚到黑海的行进 from Estonia to the Black Sea,
但德国报道 大批新苏联红军向罗马尼亚挺进 but the Germans report a big new Red Army push toward Romania.
土耳其发回报道 A dispatch from Turkey says the Germans
德国已开始新一轮 have begun another general offensive
对南斯拉夫游击队的总攻 against the Yugoslav partisans,
太平洋区域 美国军队在洛斯内格罗斯岛... and, in the Pacific, American troops on Los Negros fought a...
呃...有我的信么？ Uh... Any mail come for me?
怎么了？在等谁的信么？ Why? Are you expecting something?
没 没有 No. No.
冰柜除霜
清理树叶
我就说没用 I told you it wouldn't work.
妈？ Mom?
带我逃出这儿 You gotta get me outta here.
我洗澡时 他把窗户钉死了 He nailed the window shut while I was in the bath.
爸没钉窗户 妈 Dad didn't do that, Mom.
是我钉的 因为你举止反常 I nailed the windows because you're not right.
他在墙里布了线 来偷听你说话 He can hear you. He got wires in the walls.
你需要休息 清醒下头脑 You have to rest, clear your head.
还想回精神院？ Do you want to go back to Greystone?
你敢把我送回去 You wouldn't dare put me back there.
妈 听我说 Mom, Mom. Then listen to me.
他能听到你说话 嘘！ He can hear you. Shh!
这样他还能听到？ Can he still hear me?
你刚说什么？ What did I just say?
没事的 It's all right.
静下来 Quiet down.
永远不要离开我 Don't ever leave me.
都不说你申请了大学？ Were you gonna tell me that you applied?
我不想她知道 I didn't want her to know.
“爱终会腐朽” "Love that is hoarded molds at last
“直到发现 唯一所剩” "Until we know, the only thing we have"
“是为所赠” "Is what we give away"
“是为所授” "Is what we hand away"
剩 授 押辅韵 Have, hand. It's consonance.
剩 赠 半谐音 Give, is. Assonance.
嘿 这破诗我写的 Hey, I wrote the goddamn poem.
行不？ All right?
你怎么不自己写首？ Why don't you go write your own?
打开吧 Open it.
哥伦比亚大学纽约分校 本科生录取
哥伦比亚大学 纽约分校 校长办公室
- 我被录取了 - 你被录取了？ - I got in. - You got in?
- 哥伦比亚大学 - 你进了哥大 - To Columbia University. - You got into Columbia.
是的！ Yes!
* 取衣正冠出 * Grab your coat and get your hat
* 唯把忧愁留 * Leave your worries on the doorstep
* 举步往 * Just direct your feet
* 艳阳街边 * To the sunny side of the street
* 可闻窣窣细碎声 * Can't you hear that pitter pat?
* 是君步履欢快语 * And that happy tune is your step
* 生如夏花美 * Life can be so sweet
* 盛放艳阳道路边 * On the sunny side of the street
你不会想去那的 You don't wanna go down there.
那是块魔地 It's the land of the fairies.
去了 就回不来了 Head there, you never come back.
卢克· 德特韦勒 弗吉尼亚州 丹维尔人 Luke Detweiler, Danville, Virginia.
艾伦·金斯伯格 Allen Ginsberg.
你是犹太人吧？ You're Jewish, right?
我眼神越来越好了 I'm getting good at telling.
图书馆南馆是教堂 The South Hall library is a church
这些是圣典 and these are the sacraments,
历史上重要的对开本原版文献 original folios of the most important texts in history.
《贝奥武夫》 Beowulf.
首个《哈姆莱特》对开本 First Folio Hamlet.
《古腾堡圣经》 The Gutenberg Bible.
全是学校珍藏品 These are among the university's prized possessions.
别碰玻璃 Hands off the glass.
来听一段 如何？ Let's hear a bit, shall we?
“在一个周日下午” "On a Sunday afternoon,
“百叶窗都放下来” "when the shutters are down
“无产阶级霸占了街道” "and the proletariat possesses the street
“有几条大路” "there are certain thoroughfares
“只会让人想起” "which remind one of nothing less
“一只” "than a big
“患癌症的” "cancerous
“大公鸡” "Cock."
胡说些什么？ What is this nonsense?
亨利·米勒 Henry Miller.
美国“垮掉派”作家
马上下来 Get down immediately.
那是禁书 That book is restricted.
《北回归线》
所以我才要熟记 Which is why I committed it to memory.
警卫 Security.
你干什么 What the hell are you doing?
告诉报社 卢西安·卡尔是清白的 Alert the press. Tell them Lucien Carr is innocent
这极不常见 That was highly unusual.
校园一般很安静 Campus is actually quite quiet.
继续参观 Moving on.
维多利亚十四行诗 讲求三原则平衡 The Victorian sonnet has the balance of three tenets,
韵律 格律 巧喻 rhyme, meter, conceit.
缺乏此种协调 诗就变得松散 Without this balance, a poem becomes slack,
杂乱无章 an untucked shirt.
斯蒂夫斯教授 Professor Steeves.
那您怎么解释惠特曼？ Then how do you explain Whitman?
美国著名诗人
多说点 多说两句 Say more. Two more sentences.
呃...他讨厌韵律和格律 Well, uh, he hated rhyme and meter.
认为诗的意义 就在于杂乱 The whole point was untucking your shirt.
你叫什么 What's your name?
艾伦·金斯伯格 Allen Ginsberg.
金斯伯格？ Ginsberg?
你父亲是诗人 路易斯·金斯伯格？ Your father, perhaps, is the poet Louis Ginsberg?
他写格律诗 He writes with rhyming metered verse.
你觉得他为何这么写？ Why do you think he chose that form?
因为容易些 Because it's easier.
这所大学建立在传统与形式之上 This university exists because of tradition and form.
你是愿意工程师来建造这座建筑 Would you rather this building be built by engineers
还是惠特曼 和他玩世不恭的学徒？ or Whitman and his boys at play?
创造之前 There can be no creation
先学会模仿 before imitation.
前线报道称 纳粹 Reports from the front say the Nazis
正装载新军事物资与储备 are wheeling up fresh materiel and reserves.
别看书了 Shut the books.
等会跟我哥去联谊 We're taking my brother with us to the social.
他明天出海了 He ships out tomorrow.
不行 我还很多事要做 I can't. You see how much I have to do.
他是海军 姑娘中的宠儿 He's Navy. It's catnip for the skirts.
你们犹太人就只知道用功 You hymies are really all about work, huh?
终于 Finally.
荒漠中的绿洲 An oasis in this wasteland.
怎么不去联谊？ So how come you're not at the social?
只有最不善社交之人 Oh, only the most antisocial have to go
才会参与此种活动 to an event actually called one.
酒？ Libation?
什么 你在宿舍喝酒？ What, you drink in your room?
我不会喝 I don't drink.
新生？ Freshman?
是的 Yes.
很好 我喜欢第一次 Excellent. I love first times.
我愿此生都充斥第一次 I want my entire life to be composed of them.
生活仅有广阔 才不聊赖 Life is only interesting if life is wide.
敬华特·惠特曼 To Walt Whitman.
你个混蛋 You dirty bastard.
读过《灵视》（也译作《幻象》）没？ Have you read A Vision?
从没听说过 Uh, never heard of it.
精妙绝伦 Oh. It's completely brilliant.
并且 无与伦比 And impossible.
他提出 生命即是圆 He says that life is round.
我们困于生死轮回中 That we're stuck on this wheel of living and dying.
周而复始 An endless circle.
直到 Until
被人打破 someone breaks it.
一旦有人介入 便打破了禁锢 You walked in here. You ruptured the pattern.
- 砰 世界变得广阔 - 变得广阔 - Bang. The whole world gets wider. - Gets wider.
- 你怎么... - 押的辅韵 - How did you... - Uh, it's consonance.
重复点题法 A reiteration of themes.
你是作家么？ Are you a writer?
我这里有份作家的工作 'Cause I've got a job for a writer.
不 我不是 No, I'm not.
你还是张白纸 Well, you're not anything yet.
金斯伯格 Ginsberg.
叫你么？ Isn't that you?
- 金斯伯格！ - 什么？ - Ginsberg! - What?
你的电话 Phone call.
马上回 I'll be back.
谢谢 Thank you.
- 喂？ - 我找到墙线了 - Hello. - I found the wires.
他想窥视我的一切 He's trying to get inside my head.
爸没想窥视一切 好么？ Dad is not trying to get inside your head, okay?
让他接电话 Put him on.
他不在 出去了 He's not here. He left.
去哪了？ Where'd he go?
亲爱的 我要你现在回家 Honey, I need you to come home now.
妈 我回不去 Mom, I can't come home.
听着 Listen to me.
你得自己照顾自己 You have to look after yourself.
我不太舒服 I don't feel good.
你要去舞会么？ Are you going to the dance?
去城里 Downtown.
现在？ Now?
你在跟谁讲话？ Who are you talking to?
- 没谁 - 你爸在你那？ - No one. - Is he there with you?
没 妈 他不在 No, Mom, he's not here. Um...
听着 我会尽快赶回去 Look, I will be there as soon as I can.
我要你晚上就回来 I need you tonight.
向我保证 I need you to promise me.
我保证 我爱你 I promise. I love you.
挂了 Bye.
一起来？ Coming?
欢迎来到世界边缘 Welcome to the edge of the world.
克里斯多福街 谢里登广场
* 君喜伊人巧笑姿 * You like my smile You like my style
* 为何不与伊人知 * Well, why don't you make me know it?
* 君好佳人莲步语 * You like my walk You like my talk
* 唯有君以一行示 * Well, there's only one way to show it!
* 若是君愿执手如昆仑 * If you want to shake my hand like they do it in Harlem
漫游奇境吧 Allen in Wonderland.
你认识她么？ Do you know her?
不认识 随便吻的 No, and I don't plan on it.
她尝起来像劣质进口货混合国产香烟 She tasted like imported sophistication and domestic cigarettes.
戴夫 酒呢？ Dave, where's the liquor?
我马上回 I'll be right back.
你压住了 You are pinching.
哦 抱歉 Oh, I'm sorry.
你还好么？ You okay?
那是什么？ What's that?
认识自己 然后唾弃自己 Know thyself and beshit thyself.
你没吸过？ You ever done that?
不用 谢了 我不吸大麻 Oh. No thanks. I don't do the cannabis.
要是有人敢说 自己清醒并快乐着 Show me the man who is both sober and happy,
我就让你见识见识 and I will show you the crinkled anus
吹牛混蛋的蛋蛋 of a lying asshole.
艾伦 这是威廉 威廉 这是艾伦 Allen, Willy. Willy, Allen.
这是卢西恩 和大麻烟 Lucien, reefer.
很高兴认识你 Nice meeting you.
他是罪犯么？ Is he a criminal?
他倒希望自己是个罪犯 He wishes he were a criminal.
巴勒斯家富得流油 The Burroughs family is richer than God.
但他看上去像罪犯 Well, he looks like a criminal.
他读的哈佛 He's a Harvard man.
会成为伟大的艺术家 He's going to be an amazing artist.
他是自己的伯乐 His current medium is himself.
那是什么 What's that?
写给学校的屁话 It's bunk for school.
过来 见见派对主人 Come on. I want you to meet our host.
我们拥有的 爱人 情人 不过轮回 What we have, darlings and demoiselles, is a circle.
生命即是圆 Life is round.
是模式 套路 Patterns, routines,
自虐的轮回 并聊以“自慰” a wheel of self-abuse.
玛格丽特 别想否认 Margaret, don't even deny it.
听起来像你的言论 He sounds like you.
因为我先提出的 Because it was me first.
直到我们渴望的扰乱出现 Until the disruption we long for comes along
轮回便中断了 and the circle is broken.
他曾是我的守护天使 He used to be my guardian angel,
但说我太难搞 but he said I was too much work.
看这位懵懂的拥护者 Take this unbloomed stalwart.
你是？ And you are?
艾伦 Allen.
对他好点 戴维 Play nice, David.
他在我家 不请自来 Who comes uninvited to my apartment.
其实 是我请的 Actually, I invited him.
没人注意到他 No one notices him.
看看他 我们有谁在意？ Look at him. Why would we bother?
所以 我们生活模式依旧 So the pattern of our lives holds.
但谁又知道 But who knows?
在适当条件下 Under the right circumstances,
甚至他 也可能改变世界 even he might change the world.
* 远处闻声跫跫然 * In the distance I heard a sound
* 是为行军步鏦鏦 * The sound of marching men
你午餐排队时遇见了卢西安 So you met Lucien in the lunch line,
眼中便只剩了他 and now he's all that you can see.
你为什么不喜欢我？ Why don't you like me?
因为你们排在同条破队上 Because David was in the same godforsaken line.
* 尔后 * And then
吧台那边的老混蛋叫我小孩 Some ear job at the bar just called me kid,
于是我偷了他的酒 so I stole his drink.
谁是奥格登·纳什？ Who's Ogden Nash?
全国畅销诗人 The best-selling poet in the country.
也许你听过这首 Perhaps you've heard this one.
“但言姝丽芙蓉面” "But safety pins and bassinets..."
“可怜摇篮深宅栓” "Await the girl who fassinets."
他就写这玩意？杀了他算了 And that's what he's selling? Ugh, I'll kill him.
直取咽喉 Aim for the throat.
不 我们不杀他 No.We're not going to kill him.
更好的是 我们要没人记得他 Even better, we're going to make sure nobody remembers him.
文艺复兴由几人兴起？ How many men started the Renaissance?
多得超过理论范围 More, I suspect, than this theory accommodates.
我们派往欧洲数百万人 We're sending millions to Europe
与法西斯对抗 他们却立足于此 to fight the fascists, but they're here.
韵律和格律 Meter and rhyme...
还有斯蒂夫斯教授 And Professor Steeves.
对！ Yes!
他们都是监狱的守卫 They're all guards in some prison.
让我们释放囚犯狂欢吧 Let's make the prisoners come out and play.
我们要创造新词汇 新韵律 Let's come up with new words, new rhythms.
还得有个名字 We need a name.
靠 这就有名字了 Shit. So that's been done.
空言一场的文学革命 A literary revolution without writing a word.
不过儿戏 卢 Neat trick, Lu.
我可听着 Well, I'm listening.
那叶芝呢？ What about Yeats?
新视觉 The New Vision.
* 黑军压城拥路行 * Harlem soldiers on the ground
金斯 Ginsy.
欢迎加入 You're hired.
* 龙行虎步 * On parade
接着走 先生 Keep it moving, gentlemen.
跟上 Stay in line.
真他妈变态 Fucking perverts.
“黎明中 燃烧着耐心” "In the dawn, armed with a burning patience
“踏入绚烂之城” "we shall enter the splendid city."
是太浮夸 但他有资本这样写 It's overwritten, I know. He's allowed.
不 是我妈 No. My mother.
完了 真完了 This is bad. This is very bad.
什么完了? What is?
她会气疯的 She's gonna be furious.
那就别去了 Don't go then.
你不懂 我必须去 You don't understand. I have to.
为什么？ Why?
一言难尽 It's complicated.
完美 Perfect.
我就好这口 I love complicated.
爸？ Dad?
在这签字 灰石家园提醒您... Sign here. Greystone will alert you...
怎么了？ What's going on?
你妈需要静养 Your mother needs her rest.
妈 Ma.
你不能这么做 You can't do this.
嗯 Mmm.
你去哪了？ Where were you?
跟朋友出去了 I was out with a friend.
- 我打了你电话 - 我知道 - I called you. - I know.
该走了 金斯伯格女士 It's time to go, Mrs. Ginsberg.
不 我不准你走 No, you're not leaving.
- 他已经签字了 - 爸 不要 He's already signed the papers. Dad, don't.
- 这是为你好 儿子 - 为你吧 - It's for the best, son. - Your best.
你知道 这是为她好 You know... It's for her best.
不是为我 是为她好 瞧瞧她 It's not for my best. It's for her best. Look at her.
- 不 - 再听听她说的 No. Listen to her.
- 他不会... - 不是这样的 别... He's not gonna... I know it's not. Don't...
妈 别这样 走开 Mom. Mom. Mom. Get off.
都是你的错 This is your fault.
够合你口味？ Complicated enough?
至少你还有妈妈 At least you have her.
我四岁时 就被父亲抛弃了 My father left me when I was four.
我一直在想叶芝的话 I've been thinking about what Yeats said.
重生之前 必有一死 To be reborn, you have to die first.
你什么意思？ What do you suggest?
我穷尽一生 取悦他人 I spent my entire life making other people happy.
现在该轮到我 来寻求快乐了 It's time I find happiness the only way I see possible.
哦 拜托 Oh, please.
死气沉沉 Die already.
热忱呢？灵气呢？ Where's the verve? The brio?
若我的意识不是为 If it be that I am indulging my self-consciousness
证明自己而存在 那就是... in justifying myself or if it be...
- 你没分段 - 别纠正我 - That's a run-on. - Don't edit me.
纽约黑人住宅区
新视觉宣布... The New Vision declares...
“宣告”更好 "Proclaims. " It's better.
宣告道德已死 Proclaims the death of morality.
自我表露 The expression of self.
表露真实 自在 无保留的自我 The true, uninhibited, uncensored expression of the self.
用词太空 小伙子们 Words, boys. Empty words.
那你觉得呢？ Well, what do you suggest?
扰乱理智 The derangement of the senses.
苯丙胺 可做兴奋剂 毒品等
什么让你恨之入骨？ What do you hate from the pit of your gut?
制度 Institutions.
新泽西 帕特森市 Paterson, New Jersey.
新视觉宣布...
我父亲 My father.
不错 Bingo.
宣告...
还有莎士比亚... And the Shakespeare...
好吧 All right.
超凡之人驱使社会前进 Extraordinary men propel society forward.
奥格登·纳什读书会 1月24日 下午2点 纽约公共图书馆
我们的使命 便是打破法则 It is our duty to break the law.
- 是么？ - 如此才能令世界宽广 Really? It's how we make the world wider.
你就是超凡之人 You are an extraordinary man.
谢谢 Well, thank you.
全撕烂 小伙子们 破旧立新吧 Tear 'em up, boys. Destroy the old and build the new.
看好了 Watch this.
去吧 Go.
这到底怎么回事？ What the hell is this?
随着时间放缓 Time slows down
你渐渐迈入内心深处 as you drift deeper and deeper into your cave.
我们在探索他的心灵之路 We are exploring the avenues of Allen's mind.
这路肯定阴暗 你们对我房间做了什么? Dimly lit, I'm sure. What have you done to my apartment?
什么也别碰 这些都还要记录 Don't touch anything. We need to write it all down.
拿把剪刀来 给他把剪刀 Grab a pair of scissors. Get this man a pair of scissors.
这不是你们的革命 这是我的生活 This is not your revolution. This is my life.
你有什么样的生活 戴维？ What kind of life is it, David?
这是我的生活 It's mine.
不是每个人都能介入 Not everyone gets an allowance.
走吧 Leave.
给我滚 Just get out.
我要跟你谈谈 I need to speak with you.
就你我 Alone.
论柏拉图《理想国》中的正义感 作者：卢西安·卡尔
只用写五页 It only has to be five pages.
我没那么用功 他们会怀疑的 You make me too smart, they're gonna suspect something's up.
再让你退学回家？ And get you sent back to your mother again?
那你也只能回家了 That would just be the end of you.
去你妈的 Fuck you.
抛弃你的挚爱 Kill your darlings,
迷恋的对象 幼稚虚幻的东西 your crushes, your juvenile metaphysics.
统统不能写 None of them belong on the page.
这是创造佳作的首要原则 It is the first principle of good creative work,
期末考试就交一篇小说 a work of fiction you will deliver as your final exam.
看看 Look.
小惠特曼赏脸光临课堂了 Whitman Junior graced us with his presence today.
“新视觉” "The New Vision.
“超凡之人驱使我们前进” "Extraordinary men propel us forward.
“我们的使命 便是打破法则” "It is our duty to break the law."
真漂亮 Fantastic.
仅这五页纸 There's more life in those five pages
也比刚才课上念的一堆烂诗生动 than in the dozens of bad sonnets we've read in this class.
你想要生动？ You want life?
想要轰动天下？ You want the world on fire?
等着被轰吧 The war awaits.
你又要怎么办？ What Will it be?
“玫瑰香从夏日腾” "The rose that scents the summer air
“原是所眷云鬓生” "grows from my beloved's hair."
继续 这是要交给斯蒂夫斯教授的诗 Keep going. That's my sonnet for Steeves.
我们有计划 We have the map.
有宣言 We have the manifesto.
现在需要作品 We need the work.
我走眼了 I was wrong.
也许你并无意加入 Maybe you're not up for this after all.
那就给我看你该死的计划！ Show me your fucking map.
呃！住手 Mmm! Stop.
不 空空如也 No, there's nothing here
因为戴维没帮你写 because David's not here to write it for you.
这一言难尽 It's complicated.
我就好这口 I love complicated.
他是个教授的料 却去看门口 He is a professor working as a janitor
因为这样才能接触 他宝贝的小卢 so he can be near his precious Lu-Lu.
他是个缠着我不放的兔儿爷 He is a goddamn fruit who won't let me go.
兔儿爷？ A fruit?
基佬 A queer.
那... Then...
那我们就踹掉他 You know, let's get rid of him.
现在 我只想你写些美好的东西 Right now, I just need you to write us something beautiful.
初衷便是最好 First thought, best thought.
漫游奇境吧 Allen in Wonderland.
奇境 漫游奇境吧
冰毒 Pervitin.
德国人叫它“仙丹” The Germans called it the "Wunderdroge."
能赋人非凡之力 Prescribed for superhuman feats.
但小心副作用 But beware of the side effects
包括突发性失明 which include sudden bouts of blindness,
腹泻 心悸 diarrhea, heart palpitations
和严重道德缺失 and a severe decline in moral standards.
懵懂的拥护者 Unbloomed stalwart.
出来狂欢吧 Come out and play.
你到底在干什么？ What the hell are you doing?
创作 Writing.
但措辞... But the words...
哦 措辞... Oh, the words.
就是这样 Yeah.
卢 这还很粗糙 Lu, it's very rough.
哦 Oh.
终于写好了 The vision at last.
能拜读么？ Can I see?
卢呢？ Where's Lu?
出去了 He's out.
和一名大四橄榄球队员 With a senior football player.
是作家 A writer.
还很帅 And handsome, too.
叫詹姆斯？ James?
对了 叫杰克 Jack. There it is.
杰克 Jack.
你不能待在这 You're not allowed to be here.
有意思 在这我是他唯一的依恋 That's odd since I'm the only thing keeping him here.
再也不是了 Not anymore.
给句忠告 Piece of advice.
你不了解卢 You don't know Lu.
一旦你自认为了解 他便有了别人 As soon as you think you do, he'll find someone else.
说不定已经有了 Maybe he already has.
怎么 要搬过来住？ What, are you moving in?
你去哪了？ Where have you been?
我找到一个真正的作家 I found a real writer.
进哥大前 他已发表无数作品 Already a million words under his belt before Columbia.
你说杰克？ You mean Jack?
为什么不告诉我？ Why didn't you tell me?
怎么 还要做新闻宣传？ What, am I supposed to do newsreels?
那是什么？ What's that?
哦 没什么 Oh, nothing.
要留宿的话 别抢我毯子 If you're going to stay, don't hog the blanket.
为什么杰克是真正的作家？ Why is Jack a real writer?
你见到他就明白了 Once you meet him, you'll see what I mean.
- 嘿 艾尔 - 不 - Hey, Al. - No.
- 接着 - 不 - Come on. - No.
不要 No.
哦！真笨 Oh! Fumble.
杰克 刚怎么了？ Jack, what was that?
猫弄的 The damn cat.
嘘！这是她画的 别多嘴 Shh! She painted it. Say nothing.
- 嘿 这什么时候到的？ - 今天 - Hey, when did this come? - Today.
山米寄的 他现在在哪？ It's from Sammy. Where is he now?
不知道 某艘战舰上吧 I don't know. Some battleship.
你觉得怎样？ What do you think?
杰作 不是么？ It's brilliant, no?
漏了些句号和逗号 It's missing some periods and commas.
也比你任何一篇要好 It's better than anything you've ever written.
我起码会用标点 I use periods and commas.
都给我安静 Both of you, quiet.
凯鲁亚克 你还好么 老兄？ Kerouac. How are you, chum?
你个混蛋 山米 Sammy, you bastard.
山米是谁？ Who's Sammy?
我十二岁起就认识的好友 在海军效力 My best friend since I was 12. Off in the Navy.
我们经历了德军二十天的轰炸 We've just been through 20 days of German shelling
每三小时一轮 日夜不停 every three hours, night and day.
这是我最近最后一封信了 This will be my last one for a while.
去桌子边坐好 Go sit at the table.
应该会很美... It's supposed to be beautiful...
我不知道有客人 I didn't know we were having guests.
这是什么 What's this?
我本来要做炖菜的 I was aiming for stew.
然后？炖坏了 Yeah? You missed.
过来 伙计们 Come on, guys.
- 你去哪？ - 出去 - Where are you going? - Out.
出去？我为你做了一天的饭 Out? I have been cooking all day for you.
要不然？想我怎样？吃鞋皮么？ What? What do you want? Want me to eat shoe leather?
我饿了 而你却只捣鼓出一坨亵渎之物 I'm hungry, and what you do in the kitchen's unholy.
真可笑 你听起来像天主教徒 That's funny. You talk like a Catholic,
但你操了我 却不肯娶我 but you fuck me and won't marry me.
- 这又算什么？ - 闭嘴 伊迪 - How does that work? - Shut your mouth, Edie.
还以为你喜欢我张开嘴呢 I thought you liked it wide open.
快滚 Scram.
呃... Um...
我叫艾伦 Allen.
艾尔 你觉得我写得很烂？ So, Al. Thought my novel was shit?
也不是 只是我不会选... Not exactly. It's not what I would choose...
确实 It's all true.
杰克在商船供职 Jack served in the merchant marines.
我退过两次学了 I left school twice already.
哥大禁锢太多 Columbia's full of squares.
不知我为什么要回来 Not even sure why I bothered to come back.
为什么不再出海算了？ Why don't you just ship out again?
说真的 有时我跟伊迪吵架时 确实想过 Trust me, sometimes when I fight with Edie, I want to.
你们确实才吵过 Well, you two did just fight.
卡尔 你真他妈疯了 Carr, you're goddamn crazy.
- “新视觉” - 是的 - "A new vision." - Yeah.
听上去挺假 Sounds phony.
运动被那些不会写作的 Movements are cooked up by people
伪作家所支配 who can't write about the people who can.
我想他没弄清我们的意图 I don't think he gets what we're trying to do.
听着 Listen to me.
全城都充斥着 This whole town's full of finks
在高楼里 写着陈词滥调的“坐家” on the 30th floor writing pure chintz.
真正的作家 应是在床上 Writers. A real writer's gotta be in the beds,
在战壕 和在所有破碎之地的人 down in the trenches and all the broken places.
你的战壕在哪 艾尔？ Where were your trenches, Al?
- 是艾伦 - 对 - Allen. - Right.
初衷便是最好 First thought, best thought.
去你妈的 那到底什么意思？ Fuck you. What does that even mean?
不错 这算一句 还有么？ That's good. That's one. What else?
去你妈的无数作品 Fuck your one million words.
对 更好了 Yes, even better.
你不了解我 You don't know me.
是的 You're right.
“你”是谁？ Who is "you"?
“留心” "Be careful.
“你不在奇境中” "You are not in Wonderland.
“我听见怪异的癫狂 在你灵魂中疯长” "I've heard the strange madness long growing in your soul.
“但所幸 你无知” "But you are fortunate in your ignorance,
“你离群” "in your isolation.
“你的痛楚” "You who have suffered
“发掘了藏爱之处” "find where love hides.
“给予 分享 错失” "Give, share, lose,
“阻止我们懵懂中死去” "lest we die unbloomed."
艾尔？ Al?
很美 小子 That was beautiful, kid.
你写的？ You wrote that?
你要我写的 You asked me to.
去他的哥大 Forget Columbia.
去他的奥格登·纳什 Forget Ogden Nash.
这样计划 伙计们 我们加入商船 Here's the plan, boys. We join the merchant marines,
环游世界 直到战争结束 sail the world until the war ends,
再跳船 到巴黎寻求自由 then jump ship and make it to Paris for the liberation.
但你不会法语 And you don't speak French.
杰克会 Jack does.
我们能一起从头开始 It'll be us together at the beginning.
那会是完美的一天 It'll be the perfect day.
- 老天 - 举起手来 - Jesus Christ. - Get your hands in the air.
你考上大学 You have managed to matriculate and drop out
却从杜兰大学 鲍登学院和芝加哥大学退学 of Tulane, Bowdoin and the University of Chicago.
你出勤率不容乐观 Your attendance record here is abominable.
你无视宵禁 You've ignored curfew.
好不容易交的作业 Your papers, when you bother to turn them in,
还超出页数规定 exceed the assigned page limit.
能说明 你为什么来哥大么？ Can you explain why you're at Columbia?
跟你一个原因 Well, the same reason you are.
什么原因？ What is that?
我了解你的困境 I know about your difficulties,
和在芝加哥发生的一切 about what happened in Chicago.
你跟他说了？ You told him?
他不算外人 He's not the enemy.
你知道 学校有代理家长义务 You see, the university acts in loco parentis.
我们要对你负责 You are our responsibility.
并且在试图寻找解决方案 We're trying to find some way to make this all work for you.
谁说一定要知根知底？ Who said anybody could know anything about anything?
卢西安 你失态了 Lucien, your temper.
一切本来很好 Things were going fine
而你却散布谣言 让我没脸待下去 and you're just spreading rumors to get me kicked out of here.
艾伦 到底怎么回事？ Allen. What the hell's going on?
她是谁？ Who's she?
你好 我是伊迪丝·科恩 Hi. I'm Edith Cohen.
她来在这干嘛？ What's she doing here?
我离婚有段时间了 I've been divorced for some time.
我出去等你 I'll go wait outside.
是你太过幼稚... This is the kind of childish outburst...
这就是为什么你把妈关起来 So that's why you locked Mom up.
马上给我回来 Get back here immediately.
卢西安 卢西安 Lucien. Lucien.
卢西安！ Lucien!
是他唆使你的么？ Did he put you up to this?
不是 No.
是我偷的船 I stole the boat.
感觉超棒 And it was tremendous.
你要去哪？ Where are you going?
现在你了解我了 You know me now.
我只擅长开头 I'm only good at beginnings.
什么 你要退学？ What, you're dropping out?
祝你好运 Best of luck.
好吧 Okay.
今天我爸带了别的女人来 My father showed up today with some new woman
在他喋喋不休着“艾伦搞砸了”时 and in the middle of all the "Allen's a screw-up" monologue,
我突然意识到 我并不在乎 all of a sudden, I realized I don't care.
我从来都在乎的 I've never not cared.
于是 我告诉他 So, I told them it was my idea
是我偷的船 to steal the boat.
为什么？ Why?
因为我不想成为他们眼中的我 Because I don't want to be the person they think I am.
我还在留校察看 很可能被退学 I am on academic probation and I could get kicked out.
你不能走 You can't leave.
你开了头 You started something
我不知道 接下来该怎么做 and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do next.
轮到我们了 It's our turn.
让他们看看我们的力量 Let's show them what we can do.
来么？ You in?
限制借阅
读书时禁止饮酒 也不准涂写 You mustn't drink while you're handling it, and no writing in it.
书还时 要和借时一个样 It comes back exactly as you've got it.
下一个 Next.
拿到书后 务必小心对待 Once you get the book, treat it very, very well.
书不能散架 跟我来 And you don't break the binding. Now follow me.
好了 All right.
嘿 别告诉伊迪 Hey, no telling Edie.
也许你能帮我个忙 Maybe you can help me with something.
你总在出借书籍 You're checking out all these books.
我想知道 你有被出借过么？ I'm asking myself, do you ever get checked out?
二十五秒 Twenty-five seconds.
老练 Masterful.
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
该死 该换班了 Damn it. Shift's over.
明天见 See you tomorrow.
我去 I'll go.
嗨 呃 能帮我个忙么？ Hi. Uh, I wondered if you could help me.
当然 Sure.
我在找一本书 I'm looking for a book.
好吧 Okay.
有书名么？ Does this book have a title?
有的 呃... Yes. Yes. Um...
叫《阿曼达来日》 It's called The Day Amanda Came.
啊 Ah.
那 呃 你得等一下 Well, um, you'll have to wait.
我还走不开 I can't leave the desk.
我急着要 I really need it.
好吧 Okay.
为你破次例 Only for you.
该死 Shit.
在这工作挺无聊吧？ So working here must be a drag.
但我喜欢 这是唯一接触男孩的办法 I like it. It's the only way I meet boys.
巴纳德管得非常严 They're very, very strict at Barnard.
哦 真的？有多严？ Oh, really? How strict?
比如 学校从不让我这么干 Well, for example, they would never let me do this.
对 是不行 Right. No.
快去 Go.
你知道我从来没和 Did you know I've never done it
犹太人做过么？ with someone who was Jewish before?
我迫不及待想看看它的样子 I'm really excited to see what it looks like.
好吧 呃... Well, uh...
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我以为你在暗示我 I thought you were saying something, but not saying it.
你还要找书么？ Should we find your book?
钥匙 The key.
找个屁书 There is no book.
脱吧 Take it off.
真的？ Really?
- 你也脱 - 哦 好 - You. You take it off. - Oh, okay.
我不是处女 我跟四个男的做过了 I'm not a virgin. I have done it with four guys already.
但你还是个处男 对吧？ You're kind of a virgin though, huh?
- 不是 - 骗子 - No. - Liar.
好吧 如果你能坚持三十秒 就说明你做过 See, if you have done it before, you'll last for 30 seconds.
开始计时 Start counting.
一 One,
二 two...
三 Three...
四 Four...
五 Five...
六 Six,
七 seven,
八 eight...
九 Nine...
哦... Oh...
我就知道 I knew it.
你肯定也不看书 I bet you don't even read.
我看的 I do.
哥伦比亚大学图书馆
就是这 伙计们 我们的巴士底狱 This is it, guys. This is our Bastille.
学生禁止入内
不许撤退 No chickening out.
* 玩伴女郎 * Say, say, my playmate
* 为何自持 * Won't you lay your hands on me
* 映我之弊 * Mirror my malady
* 驱走悲伤 * Transfer my tragedy
* 难承之咒 * Got a curse I cannot lift
* 现于日尽 * Shines when the sunset shifts
* 月满之时 打破框架 * When the moon is round and full Gotta bust that box
* 掏尽鱼脏 心潮难已 * Gotta gut that fish * My mind's aflame
* 偷车疾驰 * We could jet in a stolen car
* 却道不远 * But I bet we wouldn't get too far
* 改观之前 * Before the transformation takes
* 血欲之求 悉数殆尽 * Its blood lust tanks and crave gets slaked
打扰一下 Excuse me.
我好像注意到 图书馆里有些动静 I think I saw some light or movement in the library.
限制级内容 哥伦比亚大学南馆 内容涉及：慕男狂 纵欲 性变态
怎么回事？ What just happened?
我知道你们在里面！ We know you're here!
快撤 Come on.
卢？ Lu?
比尔 搞什么？这里锁住了！ Bill, what the hell? It's locked!
这边 This way.
我觉得他们在这边 I think they're this way.
我知道你们就在里面 We know you're here.
别躲了！ Come out!
嘿！ Hey!
卢 够了！发什么疯 快走 Lu, that's enough! What's wrong with you? Come on.
还不够 要做就做完 Not yet. We have to finish.
够了！抓住你了！ Enough now! It's over!
放开我！艾伦！ Let me go! Allen!
放开！放... Let go! Let...
艾伦！放开我！ Allen! Get off of me.
抓到一个 One prick.
艾伦 Allen.
艾伦！ Allen!
我们走！ Let's go!
你们快打开这破门 You guys open this goddamn door right now.
他妈的马上给我开门 Open this fucking door right now.
开门 快开... Open the fuck up. Open the...
图书馆南馆就像是教堂 The South Hall library is a church
而这些是圣典 and these are the sacraments...
《尤里西斯》(爱尔兰意识流小说) 曾被归为淫书
《查泰莱夫人的情人》(劳伦斯的情欲名著) 西方十大情爱经典小说之一
《比利·巴德》和《贝尼托·塞莱诺》 ("白鲸"作者的两部禁书) 前者批判美国现实 后者描写黑奴暴动
哦 天 Oh, my
新视界
- 敬文化 - 确实该敬文化 - To literacy. - To literacy indeed.
杰克 那不是你么？ Jack, that's you, isn't it?
嗯 去年的事 Yup. Last year.
还是他们赢了 They still won.
看看这些人 Look at them.
历史的纪念品 Souvenir history.
不过是告诉人们 他们曾经存在 To make people think they left some mark on the world.
不然的话 无人知晓 Because otherwise, nobody would ever know.
我可不想出现在那面墙上 I never want to end up on that wall.
不用担心 你永远不会 Have no fear. You never will.
他怎么在这？ What's he doing here?
你之前没过来 所以我想把这个给你 Since you didn't stop by earlier, I just hoped to give you this.
论《西方的没落》作者：卢西安·卡尔 《西方的没落》：斯宾格勒历史著作
也许他不想见你 Maybe he didn't want to see you.
他自己会说话 I think he can speak for himself.
是的 我说我们应该再喝一轮 Yup. He says that we should all have another round.
你们庆功喝得够多了 You've had plenty of time to celebrate.
你们图书馆的把戏上了早报 Your library high jinks made the morning paper.
你们一定无比自豪 I'm sure you're all very proud.
你怎么知道是我们？ How do you know it was us?
他用了巴士底狱的句子吧？是我写给他的 Did he use that Bastille line? 'Cause I gave it to him.
我好几天没见过你了 I haven't seen you for days.
你掉了这个在我那儿 You left this at my place.
是你告诉警卫的 没人知道这事了 You told the guards we were there. Nobody else knew.
你想害我退学 是你告发了我 You wanted me to get kicked out. You ratted on me.
别这样 卢 你失控了 你知道后果 Stop, Lu. You're losing control. You know what comes next.
我也知道 I know what comes next.
是啊 Yeah.
跟他了断 Cut him off.
一帆风顺 看门人 Best of luck, Janitor.
你说什么？ Excuse me?
我们结束了 We are over.
走吧 Leave.
看着我 卢 Look at me, Lu.
你曾说我是你的一切 You said I was everything to you.
你也是我的全部 You are everything to me.
我的全部 你听到了么？ Everything to me, do you hear me?
我们走吧 Let's go.
求你了 卢 求求你 Please, Lu. Please?
戴维 注意时间地点 David, time and place.
闭嘴 你个叛徒 Shut up, traitor.
要不是我 你早死了 You'd be dead if it weren't for me.
要不是我 你早无聊死了 You'd be boring if it weren't for me.
推吧！ And go!
哦 天啊！ Oh, my God!
- 杰克！ - 杰克！ - Jack! - Jack!
杰克！ Jack!
哎哟！ Ow!
他妈的摔断了脖子 He broke his fucking neck.
战场诗人就此陨落 The warrior poet has passed on.
- 还没！ - 哦！ - No! - Oh!
他还活着！ He lives!
漂亮！ Excellent!
评审打出了... Judges award a...
九分！ Nine!
哦 天啊 Oh, my God.
杰克 Jack.
好了 金斯 到你了 All right, Ginsy, your turn.
不 不 不行 No, no, no, no.
你知道 这才刚刚开始 This is just the beginning, you know.
你的错 金斯 Your fault, Ginsy.
都是你的错 It's all your fault.
初衷便是最好 First thought, best thought.
我刚好像吐里面了 I think I just puked on the inside.
杰克 我们走 Let's go, Jack.
怎么？ What?
- 等等 - 艾尔 你来么？ - Wait. - Al, are you coming?
不 艾伦还有事要做 No, Allen's got work to do.
论斯宾格勒《西方的没落》 十页纸 明天交 Ten pages on Spengler's Decline of the West. Due tomorrow.
什么？ Excuse me?
没有你我会茫然无措 金斯 I'd be lost without you, Ginsy.
走吧 勇士 Come on, lion.
操！ Fuck!
安齐奥市内联军... Allied forces in Anzio...
小伊迪！ Edie bird!
我的小伊迪 My Edie bird.
我就借下厕所 I'm just gonna use the loo.
跟奶奶问好 Say hi to Gram.
藏在战壕和散兵坑里的巢状洞中 burrow and cover in a honeycomb of trenches and foxholes.
我们做了蛋糕 邀她过来庆生 We invited her over for her birthday. We made her a cake.
那么 我们得喝一杯 Well, then we should have a drink.
弗兰基奶奶 要不来一杯？ How about a drink, Grandma Frankie?
是喝红酒？ You want some red wine?
你到底去哪了？ Where the hell have you been?
出去了 I was out.
你所有东西 我都打包好了 I packed all your stuff. It's in your bag.
今晚我跟奶奶住 I'm gonna be at Gram's tonight.
呃 等等 我错了 对不起 Whoa, hey, hey. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- 不 刚才你还那样讲话 - 对不起 - No, you just say that. - I'm sorry.
这不过是你无数废话中的一句 一文不值 It's one of your million words, and they don't mean anything.
别让我早上回来时 还见到你 Just don't be here when I come back in the morning.
我知道这很疯狂 I know this is crazy.
我也不明白我在这干嘛 I don't even know what I'm doing here,
但我只想 but I just had to
跟你道歉 tell you I'm sorry.
让我来补偿你 Let me make it up to you.
卢 你在哪？ Lu, where are you?
我要去睡了 I'm going back to bed.
再多说一句 我就报警了 Another word and I call the police.
怎么回事？ What the hell?
我的天！ Jesus Christ!
哪个混账王八蛋做出这种事？ What kind of sick son of a bitch would do something like this?
戴维干的 It was David.
我他妈非掐死他不可 I'll wring his fucking neck.
没事了 没事了 It's okay. It's okay.
“凯鲁亚克”
我有其他主意 I have another idea.
论《西方的没落》
作者：
卢西安·卡尔
卢 Lu,
你的作业 Your paper.
你要去哪？ Where are you going?
出海 Sailing out.
去巴黎 To Paris.
我们要装作商船海员登船 We're gonna make a ship as merchant seamen.
杰克知道怎么做 Jack knows the tricks.
你就没打算告诉我？ You weren't gonna tell me?
我们都清楚 你不能来 We both know why you can't come.
去你妈的！ Fuck you!
你是个骗子 You're a phony.
利用我 杰克 还有比尔 And you got me and Jack and Bill
来令你的幻象成真 making your vision come true
因为你自己做不来 because you can't do it yourself.
不是这样的 艾伦 No, Allen.
你也得到了想要的 You got what you wanted.
你曾跟其他新生一样普通 You were ordinary, just like every other freshman.
是我 让你的生活流光溢彩 And I made your life extraordinary.
只身做自己去吧 Go be you now, all by yourself.
别再找我了 Leave me alone.
你不是说真的 You don't mean that.
- 艾伦！ - 求你了 - Allen! - Please.
走吧 Leave.
艾伦 你看见他了么？ Allen, have you seen him?
他不在房里 He's not in his room.
他走了 He left.
我做了些错事 I did something wrong.
大错特错 Really wrong.
你没理由来帮我 可是... You have no reason to help me. But...
可是？ But?
我了解你 I know who you are.
我们是为他所用 但不为他所需的人 We're the ones he needs but never wants.
心很痛吧？ It hurts, doesn't it?
我只想知道他在哪 All I'm asking is that you tell me where he is.
求你了 Please.
请出示证件 Let me see your papers.
两名海员报到应遣 Two seamen reporting for duty.
姓名？ What's your name?
上楼填表 Go upstairs to get on the docket.
上楼填表去吧 Let's go get on the docket.
混账王八蛋！ Goddamn son of a bitch!
让我来 Let me handle this.
你怎么知道我在这的？ How did you know that I would be here?
听着 我跟楼上的人谈了谈 Listen, I spoke to a guy upstairs.
弄了两张许可证 I got us two passes.
我把我们行李也收好了 I packed for both of us.
一起走吧 We can leave.
我走 就是因为你 The reason I am leaving is you.
那你和杰克先拿着 我随后赶上 Then you and Jack take them. I'll catch up.
跟我来 Come with me.
出去走走 We're taking a walk.
* 来日得蓝屋 * We'll have a blue room
请来杯威士忌 Can I have a whiskey, please?
* 新屋迁鸾凤 * A new room for two room
* 日日若佳节 * Where every day's a holiday
* 只因良人伴 * Because you're married to me
* 不似孔雀台 * Not like a ballroom
* 方寸心自足 * A small room, a hall room
* 烟雾绕清闲 * Where I can smoke my pipe away
对不起 I'm sorry.
* 执手到白头 * We will thrive on Keep alive on
卢？ Lu?
哦 Oh.
* 安坐蓝椅上 * On little blue chairs
* 密密缝嫁衣 * You sew your trousseau
今天有你的信 This came for you today.
山姆寄的 Sam.
杰克老兄 Jack, old chum.
我现在在医疗船上 内脏都碎了 I'm on a hospital ship now. My gut's all tore up.
安齐奥将是我 最后到过的地方 Anzio's gonna be the last place I ever see with my eyes.
炮弹正好击中我的帐篷 A mortar round came and found me in my tent.
我能感觉到 皮下的金属弹片 I can feel metal under my skin some places.
有的直接打穿了身体 Some went clean through.
他们都不打算再给我取弹了 They're not even trying to take it out no more.
护士给我注射吗啡 The nurses gave me the same morphine
以前我也给垂死的兄弟注射过 I gave to dying boys when I didn't know what else to do.
“醒醒吧 悲伤的母亲” "Wake, melancholy Mother,
“醒来哭泣吧！” "wake and weep!
在炽热的眼窝中 "Quench within
烘干你的热泪 "their burning bed, Thy fiery tears,
并让嚎啕的心... "and let thou loud heart keep..."
这是什么？ What was that?
雪莱致济慈的哀歌 Shelley's elegy for Keats.
什么意思？ What does that mean?
意思是 他死了 It means he's dead.
他之后没再回来过 He didn't come back here afterward.
没有目击证人 Nobody on the floor saw.
我们拘留了两人 还在收集证据中 We have two in custody. We're still gathering evidence.
还有这人其他信息么？ So what else do we know about this guy?
伊迪 杰克在么？ Edie. Is Jack there?
你不知道么？ You don't know?
知道什么？ Know what?
警察过来 把他作为从犯 The police came and took him down to the Tombs
抓起来了 as an accessory.
还有比尔 Bill, too.
发生什么了？ What happened?
艾伦 Allen.
谢天谢地 Thank God.
他想害我 He wanted to hurt me.
我别无选择 I had no choice.
你可以逃跑 You could've run,
可以报警 called the police.
听着 Listen.
不知他是怎么在海运处找到我的 Somehow he found me at the Marine Hall.
还说 不管我去哪 他都会跟着 He said that no matter where I went, he would follow.
他跟我争执时 情绪失控了 When I confronted him, he exploded.
我得保护自己 I had to defend myself.
他不肯停手 He wouldn't stop.
杰克和比尔是怎么卷进去的？ How did Jack and Bill get roped into this?
之后 我去找了他们 I went to them after.
我先去找了杰克 First, I went to Jack.
他叫我把刀处理掉 He told me to get rid of the knife
忘记发生的一切 and to forget the whole thing.
但我又去找了比尔 But then I went to Bill.
他让我找个律师 He told me to get a lawyer.
去自首 To confess.
辩护自己是正当防卫 To say that it was an act of self-defense.
检察官让我提供证词 The DA is asking for my deposition
书面的 in writing.
我做不到 I can't do it.
我不知道该怎么办 I don't know what I'm going to do.
我下半辈子就要困在这了 I'm gonna be stuck in here for the rest of my life.
求你不要抛下我 Please don't leave me here.
我帮你 I'll do it.
我们要称这是一次荣誉谋杀 We're going to say that it was an honor slaying.
“荣誉谋杀”
“代指被告出于防卫” "Relating to a lethal attack committed
“致死确为同性恋方的行为” "when the accused is defending himself against a known homosexual.
“若被告为异性恋” "If the accused is heterosexual,
“则判无罪” "he shall be pardoned.
“但若被告为同性恋” "But if the accused is homosexual,
“则判一级谋杀罪...” "the charge of murder in the first degree..."
“成立”
爸？ Dad?
要五千保释金 It's $5,000 bail.
我知道 数目不小 I know. I know it's a lot.
凯鲁亚克家从不牵涉谋杀案 No Kerouac was ever wrapped up in a murder.
见鬼去吧！ Go to hell!
你们他妈的不能闭嘴么！ Would you all just shut the hell up!
你应该知道 戴维尾随他多年了 You must understand that David has been following him for years.
卢去读鲍登学院 戴维突然冒了出来 When Lu went to Bowdoin, David appeared out of thin air.
于是 我送他去了芝加哥 So I sent him to Chicago.
意外的是 Surprise.
戴维又在那出现了 David turned up there, too.
当卢想去墨西哥时 Then when Lucien wanted to go to Mexico,
猜是谁把车停在了路边？ guess who had a car idling in the driveway?
但卢也不必非跟他去 But he didn't have to go with him.
他给我儿子设了套 He spun a web to ensnare my son.
这就是我送他来这儿的原因 That's why I brought him here.
看来也没好多少 Lot of good that did.
在芝加哥发生了什么？ What happened in Chicago?
还好卢身边有你 Thank God Lu has you in his life.
你知道么 艾伦？ You know what, Allen?
他称你为他的守护天使 He calls you his guardian angel.
他也是这么称戴维的 That's what he called David.
那个人毁了我儿子 That man ruined my son.
你要帮我拉他一把 You're gonna help me keep what's left of him.
与传闻相反 Contrary to reports,
监狱不是心灵的鸡汤 prison is not a tonic for the spirit.
检察官只关心 戴维是不是基佬 All the district attorney cared about was that David was queer.
那你怎么说的？ And what did you tell him?
我说是的 I said yes.
戴维在芝加哥对卢做了什么吗？ Did David do something to Lu in Chicago?
拜托 艾伦 还是别掺和了 Christ, Allen, please don't get involved.
不行 I have to be.
我在帮他写辩护词 I'm helping him write his defense.
戴维是我朋友 David was my friend.
而他死了 And he's dead.
卢西安说过他是怎么死的么？ And did Lucien tell you how he died?
他大概不想让你知道 艾伦 He might not have wanted you to know, Allen.
他绑住戴维 He tied David up.
口袋装上石块 好让他沉下去 Put stones in his pockets to weigh him down,
然后把他拖进了哈德逊河 and then dragged him into the Hudson.
什么？ What?
他当时还活着 艾伦 He was alive, Allen,
是卢西安淹死了他 until Lucien made him drown.
你是谁？他也掺和了这件事？ Who are you? Is he part of this business?
爸 别烦他 Leave him alone, Dad.
我付了你保释金 I paid your bail.
别这样对我说话 Don't talk to me like that.
是的 先生 Yes, sir.
五分钟后出发 The car leaves in five minutes.
放荡之圆 已至终结 The libertine circle has come to an end.
重回起点 Go back to the beginning.
克里斯多福街 谢里登广场
《灵视》 叶芝著
* 深呼吸 * Breathe in
“芝加哥库克郡医院” "Cook's County Hospital of Chicago."
卢西安·卡尔 18岁 自杀未遂 吸入煤气 送院人:戴维·卡默勒 第一监护人
亲属签字：戴维
“戴维·卡默勒” "David Kammerer."
“墨西哥”
完美的一天 The perfect day
在校生对杀人同学保持沉默 对于杀人控诉态度随意 未交保释金 仍关押狱中
他会留我一个人在房里 He would leave me alone in the house.
我会死在那的 I was gonna die there.
不 不会的 No, you weren't.
我知道会的 Yeah, I know it.
不 妈 别说了 No, Mom. Stop.
嘿 我现在很好 Hey. I'm okay now.
我是你妈 我很好 I'm your mother and I'm okay.
但你不好 But you're not.
我现在很乱 I'm in over my head.
我有个认识的人杀了人 Someone I know killed a man.
而我... And...
不知道该怎么办 I don't know what to do.
他想我帮他 但我不知道该不该这样 He wants my help and I don't know if I should give it to him.
我也不知道这样做对不对 I don't know if it's right.
实在太乱了 It's just a mess.
别管他 You let him go.
- 什么？ - 别帮他 - What? - Don't help him.
妈 我做不到 他是我最好的朋友 I can't, Mom. He's my best friend.
听着 Listen to me.
你爸这辈子做的最好的事 就是辜负了我 The most important thing your father ever did was fail me.
明白么？ You understand?
他爱过你 He loved you.
而事实是 And the truth is, once,
你也曾爱上过他 you loved him back.
那我怎么办？ What about what I need?
但秘密折磨着你 But the secret ate away at you.
我那时还是个孩子 而你却把我拽进你变态的欲望中 I was a kid, and you dragged me into your perverted mess.
所以在芝加哥 你企图自杀 So in Chicago, you tried to kill yourself.
你怎么能这么说？你知道不是这样的 How can you say that? You know that's not true.
他救了你 He rescued you.
我绝不会放手的 I will never give up on us.
他救了你的命 He saved your life.
你真可悲 You're pathetic.
你们彼此相互需要 You needed him as much as he needed you.
现在我知道 你那时的感受了 Now I know how you felt.
哪时？ When?
你想寻死那时 When you wanted to die.
动手吧 Do it.
动手啊 Do it.
啊！ Ah!
有些事 Some things,
一旦你爱过 once you've loved them,
便永驻于心 become yours forever.
若你尝试摆脱 And if you try to let them go
他们终会回来 they only circle back and return to you.
成为你的一部分 They become part of who you are.
“或是毁灭你” "Or they destroy you."
这不能拿给别人看 You can't show this to anyone.
那就说出真相 卢 Then tell the truth, Lu.
你根本不在场 You weren't even there.
这是你想象中的事实 It's your truth. It's fiction.
你也想摆脱他 是你让他来找我的 You wanted him gone, too. You sent him to me.
求求你 这会害死我的 Please. You'll kill me with that.
艾伦 不要 Allen. No.
艾伦！不要！不！ Allen! Don't. No!
不要！ Don't!
呃... Um...
我是艾伦·金斯伯格 Allen Ginsberg.
他马上就好 请先坐一会 He'll be with you in a minute. Please have a seat.
地区检察官詹姆士·斯宾塞办公室
存疑的夜
金斯伯格先生 你可以进去了 Mr. Ginsberg, he's ready for you.
金斯伯格先生？ Mr. Ginsberg?
你想我们对此作何反应？ How did you expect us to react to this?
不用这样 大胆说 No, please, tell me.
斯蒂夫斯教授说 你交了这个作为期末考试作业 Professor Steeves says that you submitted it as your final.
我想告诉你 Well, then let me tell you.
它既淫秽又荒谬 It's smutty and it's absurd.
但你读完了 But you finished it.
你有两门课没修完 You have taken incompletes in two classes
并且在留校察看期间 and you are on academic probation.
入学时 你曾同意 There are rules that you agreed to
遵守学校条例 upon acceptance into this university
但你不仅违纪 还不断违纪 and you managed to break and you just keep breaking them.
你似乎并不怎么尊重 You don't seem to have much respect
这所学校 for this institution.
所以 你要么重写 So, you may either
这份期末考试作业 retract this fiction as your final
要么就直接被开除 or you may choose to be expelled.
你看呢？ What Will it be?
好吧 Fine.
那就开除我吧 Consider me expelled.
不 这个留下 No, this remains with us.
今日世界新闻 由孩之宝公司赞助播出 World News Today, brought to you by Hasbro Corporation.
你的信 This came for you.
来自全美 乃至世界的参展商和经销商 exhibitors, dealers all over America and in many foreign lands.
通过短波接轨重要国际站台 By shortwave broadcast direct to important overseas stations
领先播报国内新闻大事 and leading newscasts of our own country,
哥伦比亚广播公司 带您一手接触 CBS reporters witnessing firsthand news
国际政治报道和... of the world's political and...
存疑的夜 艾伦·金斯伯格 作
小惠特曼 就这样写 继续写 斯蒂夫斯教授
幸存者们聚集街头欢庆 Survivors have assembled in the streets in celebration.
漫长的黑暗就此结束 This is the end of a long darkness.
法国和欧洲最终得到解放 France and Europe are finally free.
新欢闯入宇宙 Another lover hits the universe.
破碎了圆 The circle is broken.
但死亡 亦伴重生 But with death comes rebirth.
* 君常折人好玫瑰 * You always take the sweetest rose
* 摧残花瓣泪... * And crush it till the petals...
正如所有情人和悲者 And like all lovers and sad people,
我也是诗人 I am a poet.
* 若卿昨夜 * If I broke
* 伤心泪 * Your heart last night
* 只缘至爱本是卿 * It's because I love you most...
通过将戴维·卡默勒描绘成同性恋纠缠者, 卢西安·卡尔被判一级过失杀人罪. 他在少管所服刑18个月.
之后 他在美国合众国际社担任编辑一职 直到2005年去世.
他结过两次婚 育有三名子女.
伊蒂·帕克家保释了杰克·凯鲁亚克,前提是他们结婚并搬去密歇根州.
因为思念纽约好友 他和妻子离了婚并踏上了一段旅程 而这正促使了他小说《在路上》的成书.
威廉·巴罗斯抛弃了家庭 在纽约过着罪恶的生活. 这段生活被记载在他的小说《瘾君子》和《裸体午餐》中. 他与杰克合写了第一本关于戴维·卡默勒谋杀案的小说. 该书被出版商封存了60多年都未出版.
在被哥伦比亚大学开除后 艾伦·金斯伯格成为了美国史上获奖最多的诗人之一.
他将他的第一本出版物《嚎叫》献给卢西安·卡尔.
作为回应 卢西安要求在以后的再版中隐去他的名字.
* 耶！ * Yeah!
* 不要回头仰望太阳 * Don't look back into the sun
* 你的时代已然到来 * Now you know that your time has come
* 他们曾说你没未来 * And they said it would never come for you
* 哦 朋友你依然未变 * Oh, my friend, you haven't changed
* 造型邋遢 生活迥异 * You're looking rough and living strange
* 我想你已亲身体会 * And I know you got a taste for it, too
* 他们不愿谅解 也不愿放手 * And they'll never forgive you but they won't let you go
* 哦 不 * Oh, no
* 她不愿谅解 也不愿放手 * She'll never forgive you but she won't let you go
* 哦 不 * Oh, no
* 不要回头仰望太阳 * Don't look back into the sun
* 明珠暗投 孜孜不倦 * You've cast your pearls but now you're on the run
* 一切谎言 拯救了谁？ * And all the lies you said, who did you save?
* 他们演奏 死亡舞曲 * But when they played that song at the Death Disco
* 开头急奏 结尾放缓 * It started fast but it ends so slow
* 全部时光 回忆是你 * And all the time it just reminded me of you
* 他们不愿谅解 也不愿放手 * And they'll never forgive you but they won't let you go
* 放我走！ * Let me go!
* 她不愿谅解 也不愿放手 * She'll never forgive you but she won't let you go
* 哦 不！ * Oh, no
* 他们不愿谅解 也不愿放手 * And they'll never forgive you but they won't let you go
* 放我走！ * Let me go!
* 她不愿谅解 也不愿放手 * She'll never forgive you but she won't let you go
* 哦 不 * Oh, no